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๐Ÿงต Failing at Blender

Anonymous No. 986401

Can someone review my issues with Blender and present a diagnosis? I'll be actively comparing myself to someone else that started at the same time. Both have no previous practical experience (Mine was like 2 parts of the Blender donut years ago)

Please help me decide what to do

Anonymous No. 986402

nigga how can u fail at blender? whats ur goal

Anonymous No. 986404

This involves making lewd/mild NSFW for a /vg/ general.

These following three are mine, remember the first one, it's the latest one.

https://files.catbox.moe/ mvy20q.png

https://files.catbox.moe/ uk3qyz.png

https://files.catbox.moe/ niq3zt.png

This is the work of the person I feel compettitive about, jealous.

https://files.catbox.moe/ dir9u6.jpg

https://files.catbox.moe/ jtagae.jpg

https://files.catbox.moe/ t0drb9.jpg

https://files.catbox.moe/ r7jovq.jpg

Anonymous No. 986407

>>986404

u have no sense of composition or lighting. actually look at ur refs and see what sets them apart, or look at any tutorial on these topics

Anonymous No. 986408

>>986404
all of these are bad but your newest one would be better than all the others if you turned up / added a fill light + pushed overall exposure a little more in camera or in post.

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Anonymous No. 986409

He can and has made lots of others renders. He can make more than me, he's better than me.


I take too long doing things and I don't know why. I tinker and tinker and it doesn't even come out right. I struggle with posing, I don't understand poses at all.

Remember this
https://files.catbox.moe/ mvy20q.png (just join it, nsfw)

It took me 6 hours, I watched tutorial vids in the meantime but 6 hours and I failed. This is the 3rd render I make in total.

I didn't even add cum or sweat, I wasted time.

>>986407
>>986408
I don't know what you guys are talking about. Plus I couldnt get the tongue to make contact or spit effects, her expression and background clutter. I'm tearing up at my failure

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Anonymous No. 986411

This one took me 5 hours I think
Why do I take so long to deliver nothing but shit?

>>986408
>>986407
Composition? I use references but I don't understand composition. Should I just copy the references for now as I see them?

You guys have no idea how much I struggle with poses. I don't understand it and can't pose for shit.

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Anonymous No. 986413

I clumsily try to set a camera one I realize the pose cant work. I tinker and waste time with poses and nothing works
I am frankly discouraged to try again after failing. Cant even get body fluids, cant get anything. I can't do poses or expression, he is better. Why?

So what's my problem?

Anonymous No. 986429

jannies, rangeban him please.
he does similar whiny stuff for ~2 years already.

Anonymous No. 986430

>>986429
>try to learn something
>fail
>rightfully complain and worry about it
WTF hate him

Anonymous No. 986434

>>986429
this troll been here for 7 years give or take

Anonymous No. 986443

Can I get some feedback?

Anonymous No. 986445

>>986413
>So what's my problem?
No eye for visual art, sorry to say this. Cut your losses and try something different, this is the best advice you will get

Anonymous No. 986446

>>986445
It's what I feared. I have no visual talent. I have no talent
But why? Where can you see this?

Anonymous No. 986449

>>986404
heh its like Global Illumination is the only Illumination u know.

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Anonymous No. 986455

>>986449
The latest had a 4 light set up, it still looks like nothing
I failed.

Anonymous No. 986460

>>986401
Can someone ban this attention seeking faggot already?

Anonymous No. 986461

>>986460
I just want advice or a diagnosis

Anonymous No. 986466

>>986461
diagnosis: schizo and/or pedo and/or troon
advice: 1 dose of .45 ACP applied directly to the forehead, temple, or roof of mouth.

Anonymous No. 986467

>>986466
Im neither

Anonymous No. 986474

>>986467
Yes you are. I'm a professional psychiatrist.

Anonymous No. 986512

Still asking for feedback

Anonymous No. 986546

>>986512
Have you considered you might be stupid?

Anonymous No. 986555

>>986546
Yes, but even then that can be worked on.
What are my issues? I believe I am complicating stuff for no reason
Review this
>>986404

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Anonymous No. 986625

>>986555
needs more lighting. You have to light it like it's a movie set. Not with logical light like the ones you have models for in the scene.

Anonymous No. 986626

>>986625
and on this note I saw this one lewd 3d animation recently that had "bad lighting" like if it were a real film he would have failed to light the scene well. specifically the light appeared to be mounted on the camera, like an old camcorder or a news camera. Well to my eyes anyways the "bad lighting" made the scene look more real.

Anonymous No. 986631

>>986446
Just watch some videos on photo composition. It's not that difficult

Anonymous No. 986699

>>986625
>>986626
I've been trying this but there's a lot I don't know. Lots of post I need
>>986631
I guess, I am just worried I am not a natural

Anonymous No. 986709

>>986699
>I am just worried I am not a natural
maybe you should watch Marco Bucci's video about how he became a pro artist who works for Disney and Marvel etc. despite having no talent when he started
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmUMhMs5vFE

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Anonymous No. 986711

I've practicing lights and yes, there is an improvement in every scene. Now I see my mistakes clearly
>>986709
So I have no talent? Why?

Anonymous No. 986718

>>986446
watch older pixar and you'll see how shitty a lot of the rendering actually is, what carries those movies is their fundamental understanding of composition/camerawork, color, form, sound, movement... It goes way deeper than a "4 light setup". Natural 'talent' is just being able to pick up on these things on an intuitive level, we all know an amazing artist who cant really articulate what theyre doing to make their work "good". Not having this doesn't mean you can't hone it in a much more deliberate way, but if you plan on making a career out of it you'll be competing with 'natural talent' the whole way

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Anonymous No. 986719

I think I am unadventurous and that's why I fail. I don't dare to just try and improve.
>>986718
I see.
I know what you'rr talking about. I am into paintings too. But do you agree with me not having talent? Why?
Been watching vids about composition

Anonymous No. 986722

>>986719
you're just now taking interest in this, while the people youre comparing yourself to have been interested in it since they were little probably. People who take this sort of thing seriously dont just think about it while theyre working or when they look at paintings, it literally becomes the lens they see the whole world through on some level. Look for beauty in everything you see and it will manifest in your work

Anonymous No. 986726

>>986718
I rewatched a bit of The Incredibles recently and was amazed by how horrible some of the scenes and characters looked, kind of impressive. Of course they still made it work and feel awesome

Anonymous No. 986772

>>986722
That other person started at the same time, 2 weeks ago?

Anonymous No. 986775

>>986772
They probably had either more experience with making art in general, or possibly a better innate sense for composition and render concepts.
Either way, there's nothing stopping you from getting good enough to impress the philistines on /vg/, probably within a few more weeks

Anonymous No. 986777

>>986775
My problem is I am ashamed of myself. Even when I draw, anything creative.
I made a scene with enough tinkering that can already look like their stuff, bothered to add fluids, play with rough and such, picked an easy pose. Lights, best ive done so far.

But I am ashamed of myself, of doing anything creative. So I dont practice enough, ive done 5 renders in total. I am shit due to not being brave enough to do more. Instead I whined and complained and got depressed. I am somehow embarrassed of this

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Anonymous No. 986927

>>986404
>jealous of someone who is barely better than you
kinda weird

1. your lighting is bad. it's worse than if you just used one of the hdris which come with blender, let alone downloaded a more interesting one off a hdri site. look at people who are actually good (not your competing anon) and try to recreate/reverse engineer their lighting. turn off all your lights and go through them one at a time to see if it's doing what you want it to do. adjust them until they are doing what you want, namely highlighting areas in the image, making things contrast against the background, creating interesting shadows, lighting things so you can see the details, etc. in your latest pic you have a few lights off to the side but the face is dark and you can barely see anything on the dick. also try to make the lights exist in the world of the image rather than just inexplicably existing
do this and other tutorials where you download the project files and try to apply the lessons yourself don't just blindly copy what they're doing https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bum0F00TaKU

my biggest lighting tip is that eye highlights (which you don't have) are extremely important as they instantly give life to the character. make sure they're small (light with small radius) otherwise they look weird/bad

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Anonymous No. 986928

>>986927
2. your composition is also bad. your latest picture has terrible framing with a huge pointless area on the left and the focal length makes it even worse. there is contrast between the bg and foreground which is good but why even use a background if you're just going to leave it completely unlit and have the character on an un-textured cube(???)
tighten up your camera on the areas which matter and if you need to make it a vertical image then do it

see attached picture for the difference an fov adjustment can make (ignore bad deformations) and i'm not saying you should be using one or the other but try to think about it and see which works best for your picture. your latest pic's low fov is making the face/dick/hand way larger compared to the rest of the scene. if that's the look you want then fine but try to think about what you can do with the camera to change how your picture looks

3. your posing. you have fallen for the classic newbie trap of "what do i do with this hand oh god i know i'll make her grab her boob". try to be a little more dynamic and think about the position your characters are in. is it a comfortable pose? is it even realistic position for a human to be in? where is the character distributing their bodyweight? are the shoulders in the correct position relative to the body and arms? if you need to just get in the position yourself

your second picture (black void one) has the best posing. it has the best lighting too since you've actually made an effort to rim light her but it is overall quite bland
also stop being neurotic and shaming yourself for not being good, nobody starts out good. no one is naturally good at things. you need to learn over time

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Anonymous No. 986929

>>986928
>>986927
Thanks for the feedback. Yeah, now I've seen vids of lighting and such I realize how bad my stuff is, same with my framing.
I did go back into changing the light for that and there's a bit of a difference but beyond a three point set up, I'm too new.
Your Jinx example is good, I just saw to stick on 50 to 30 mm range and as a newbie I got scared.
I have no idea what I am doing beyond trying to copy r34 pics or magazine pics (black void)

I neer to think more, been on panic auto pilot and reacting to my own pics.
[spoiler]Care to add me on discord for feedback please?[/spoiler]

Anonymous No. 986931

>>986928
>>986927
I just cant replicate poses at all
Tried right now with a simple BJ kneelong one and couldnt position her back
I cant do it

Anonymous No. 986932

>>986929
yeah that lighting looks better from the thumbnail. there's also the extra step of taking your render and using post effects on it to make it even better but probably just stick to the basics for now
>I neer to think more, been on panic auto pilot and reacting to my own pics.
maybe stop panicking for no reason, you aren't under time pressure unless you have a terminal illness or something. this is meant to be fun. i have a huge reference folder i refer to so it's not "bad" to try and copy existing stuff, don't feel guilty or whatever about it
and no i don't give out my discord, apologies

Anonymous No. 986933

>>986932
I just failed right now
I couldnt understand how to position them to get the same desired angle as the pic, it was a double bj so 3 model

Im anxious and depressed, dodnyou read how long it took me to get those pics, 6 hours for two explicit ones
I dont get posing, that worries me
Well I do hand it out, and Im going to try at least
Its phanterfan

Anonymous No. 986934

>>986933
just relax you don't need to do everything perfectly the first time you try it. you also don't need to do things in a specific time frame. i've worked on some pictures for multiple days and some for just a few hours, if it takes time to get it how you want it then that's just how it is
it sounds like you have very bad anxiety problems which should be a higher priority to fix than improving your 3d porn abilities

Anonymous No. 986936

>>986934
I am anxious yes.
Its just worries me that I was unable to understand and replicate the pose, do I bend the back? The neck? I couldnt get the angle so I panicked
Can you at least take a look maybe? Keep my tag or watch the thread?

Trust me, I don't get poses
Even did the pose myself to try to see which bones bend

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Anonymous No. 986939

>>986934
I spent 20 minutes trying to get the neck and head to perfection to the reference
(This is why I take so long btw) and O cant make sense of it

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Anonymous No. 986940

And I dont think I can get it. I should fucking end it, thats what I should do
I cant understand 3d poses
I couldnt make someone kneel and look decent

Anonymous No. 986941

>>986940
Look at her neck, thats suicide worthy to me
Look at her fucking neck

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Anonymous No. 986942

Another example
I just dont get poses
if I dont get poses what remains? It might be impossible to improve of I cant get poses right now

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Anonymous No. 986944

20 fucking minutes
Spent tinkering with her neck
This >>986940 is what I get
Who am I kidding? I cant do this? I dont understand poses, fucking poses. I have a human body, I should get them but I fucking cant

I am crying again right now

I couldnt get thr two girks to kneel and guess what? Have their necks and head look up

If this is giving me trouble, Ill never improve its over i dont have talent

Anonymous No. 986945

>>986928
I couldnt do pic related
Thats my issue here
I couldnt, I cant do it

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Anonymous No. 986965

So I got banned from a discord abiut nsfw blender

Anonymous No. 986966

it's strange that this board attracts such a high percentage of schizoposters

Anonymous No. 986979

its easy to download a model from smutbase and make a render. Making your own models/learning how to draw is much harder.

Anonymous No. 987001

>>986965
I can't imagine why that would happen

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Anonymous No. 987002

>>987001
I cant pose her neck

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Anonymous No. 987010

So should i continue
How even
I cant

Anonymous No. 987011

>>986965
that's a good start, now make them come and sugondis

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Anonymous No. 987012

>>987011
Fuck off
I failed
The neck is not exactly as the reference
Angle of the neck and shoulder

Anonymous No. 987032

>>987012
2D isn't 3D, genius. 2D artists cheat anatomy all the time. Find the cheat in 3D that makes it work.

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Anonymous No. 987033

>>987032
I cant do it
So I shouldnt use 2d refs?

Anonymous No. 987035

>>987033
Maybe stop being a perfectionist bitch, and settle for "good enough".
"Wah, wah! it doesn't match 100%!" Shut up, cunt. Make the neck look not-retarded.

Anonymous No. 987038

>>987035
I did not finish the idea at all
>>>/trash/66671388

Fuck i fucked up badly

Anonymous No. 987045

End result
https://files.catbox.moe/rtbkud.png

>>987035
https://files.catbox.moe/rtbkud.png

Anonymous No. 987047

Your personality is way worse than your works will ever be if that makes you feel better. Fuck I would blow my head off I had to interact with a whiny self deprecating no self esteem piece of shit like you on a daily basis

Anonymous No. 987052

>>987045
she looks like she's afraid of you lmao

Anonymous No. 987054

oh my fucking god the retarded schizo from /v/ went here too. More insufferable than our colombian retard

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Anonymous No. 987065

CAN I GET SOME FEEDBACK ON THE LIGHTING?

TO ACTUALLY LEARN WHAT TO DO NOW?
>>987045

Anonymous No. 987068

I want feedback
https://youtu.be/oZ-lTp1ZaZQ

Anonymous No. 987069

>>987068
is this song a message to the haters?

Anonymous No. 987073

>>986927
>>986928
>>986932
Can you give feedback? >>>/trash/66678062

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Anonymous No. 987119

>>986928
>>986927
I can't do it. Its impossible
I dont get lighting at all

Anonymous No. 987123

>>986709
Unironically golden comment, thank you for this

Anonymous No. 987160

>>987119
just become an ai artist you aren't cut out for this life

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Anonymous No. 987174

I dont get lighting, been trying to at least understand how Nyl sets up things.
How do I learn for real instead of just pose models?
>>987160
Why? But yes I dont get lighting, maybe my eyes are different from birth

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Anonymous No. 987178

I dont understand light, why am I even doing? I dont have natural talent for light
I tried this
Even in drawings I do not understand light
>>987119
He tells you to light up an example render before seeing more of the video
I failed

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Anonymous No. 987182

>>987174
You trying to do the frontal flash thing kinda look? Use a ring mesh light and parent it to the camera if you want to be fancy. Make sure the specular roughness on your characters eyes are low.

You can also simply use a dim HDRI that you like to act as fill lighting since you're rendering in a black void

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Anonymous No. 987184

>>987182
Thank you! Im rendering in a black void as I get too sad if I use backgrounds. This is fun, I want to learn for real but I dont know what to do or if I can even learn.

A ring mesh light? An object with a light material? Right? Torus?
Well, these fortnite models are too plastic and low detail really.

Can you give me crit on light stuff? I am worried it might be something within me that doesnt allow me to get it
>>987119
>>987045

Anonymous No. 987189

>>987119
Going to give self crit here
I am mad and sad about how bad this ended up, I know it was just practice but the values, its both flat and simply unfocused
I didnt get anything right. I had no idea what to do
Its just a pool of gray and black with no focus point

Anonymous No. 987190

>>987184
there's plenty of good art made with that model

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Anonymous No. 987191

>>987190
Whats my problem really?
>>987190
The problem is me and my lack of talent
I cant do it
I dont have the natural eye
Thats even worse than having no skill

Anonymous No. 987195

>>987191
you don't need a natural eye you can train it
if you spent half the time you do schizo posting on improving instead you'd be way better

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Anonymous No. 987197

>>987195
I dont have the natural eye, everyone can see that i am insecure because it means i wasnt born for this
How can I train it anyways? I am 23 I am too old for anything

Anonymous No. 987200

>>987195
I just have low self esteem
If i were to improve and see that improvement with no setback I wouldnt get depressed
If I have one setback its vack to square on
I couldnt even shade balls when i tried to draw

Anonymous No. 987202

>>987195
Light is something natural
A matter of taste
If I cant fucking light right now, will i ever be able to do it?
You cant teach taste
You cant teach artistic sense
So that worries me

Anonymous No. 987203

>>987197
23 is nothing moron you can still learn you just need to stop crying every time you face a challenge and learn to overcome it
you have absolutely abysmal willpower but that's probably just some ipad raised zoomer trait so it may not even be your fault

Anonymous No. 987204

>>987203
But I have no natural eye for lights
See
>>987119
>>986927

In the video he said, before watching any more
Light the scene on your own and thats what I came up with

Anonymous No. 987205

>>987204
ok now watch the rest of the video and listen to what he says
then you do it again with his techniques in mind and you learn from it...

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Anonymous No. 987206

>>987205
I did watch the video and I tried again
I still couldnt do it, I am not posting that attempt
I couldnt do it, I couldnt focus the lights and make it look good
His face still has no focal point, so thats why i am worried
If I cant do it right now, why should i ever be able to? If the talent isnt there...

Anonymous No. 987207

>>987206
god you're such a defeatist weirdo
is this some kind of fetish for you or something

Anonymous No. 987211

>>987207
No, its not.
But I have no self esteem and no confidence
I failed on the 2nd attempt after I watched the video, tried to set up lights like he was on what, a highway, it looked lame so I gave up
I failed the 2nd attempt I should have been able to by that point, I saw his vid, so why not?

Why did I fail with the raven pic?
I couldnt do this pic
>>986928
He said it my lighting and composition are bad

Anonymous No. 987214

>>987211
just because he said you were bad doesn't mean you can't improve. you asked for feedback, that's the feedback
nobody said you had no potential but to achieve anything you need to put in the work and overcome the difficulties

Anonymous No. 987216

>>987214
I dont have a problem with feedback, I know I am bad
I have a problem woth the fact I could never do his pic or improve, I dont think i have talent

Anonymous No. 987217

>>987216
that's an example picture with 2 lights to show you fov changes i don't think it's meant to be a finished picture that you should try to emulate

Anonymous No. 987223

>>986699
Then do it. turnon global illumination, turn on depth of field, turn on all of the post effects. The secret to all this slick looking renders is that they cover the shit up with blurry lights and film grain. The less you see of the actual model the mor your brain fills in the gaps and goes
>oh yeah this looks good. I like how it's so blurry and grainy I cant see shit

Anonymous No. 987225

>>987223
some of my fav renders are at extremely low samples and grainy as hell. gives them a vibe for sure

๐Ÿ—‘๏ธ Anonymous No. 987230

>>987223
Do what? That pic? I have to do a better one.
>>987217
Ok but I couldnt get the lights like that
How to learn for real and properly?

Anonymous No. 987246

>>987217
I still feel insecure about it
What if I cant understand lighting?
>>987223
What? That image? I would have to get a better ome

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Anonymous No. 987276

Lighting is hard...
But more than just light, I'll admit. Im stupid
Ive been trying to copy the scene of an actual pro. Not in quality but I want to understand the set up, the tools needed. Camera, lights
Shit this is hard
https://files.catbox.moe/5aoub3.png
Perspective lines I know I fucked up her waist
Its the nyl2 widowmaker blowjob pov

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Anonymous No. 987277

I should stop doing this and try to get one finished scene
Am I even learning from this? I got fooled by the angle, I think I koght be closer to figuring out where the camera is and how to start thinking about what camera mm?
https://files.catbox.moe/qqn5fm.png

The camera fooled me, its not that high up? Maybe? Its just perspective

Anonymous No. 987278

I should move into something else and more tutorials
I dont get it

Anonymous No. 987288

This is a troll thread

Anonymous No. 987290

>>987288
Its not I am just incompetent but want to learn and be good

Anonymous No. 987291

>>987223
NO ANON DON'T GIVE AWAY THE SECRET SAUCE AAHH

Anonymous No. 987315

i ( >>986928 ) have returned

>>986939
>>986940
>>986942
>>987045
your upper body is in an awkward position which is why you can't get the neck right. you have correctly identified this here >>986942 where you've pointed out the angle of the neck is wrong relative to the upper body. all you need to do is angle the upper body more instead of having it be parallel with the ground. the spine (as a whole) should always be a nice S curve so if you deviate from that it's going to look unnatural
also your hands are too far forward to comfortably support the weight of the upper body

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>>987315
also if you're insecure about my literally 3 minute jinx picture to show you fov differences you're gonna hate this 30 minute picture in which i make the picture you wanted to make
the point of the lighting in nyl's pictures/animations you're trying to copy is that it's an "amateur" feeling lighting used mostly in porn where there's a ring light attached to the top of the camera like this guy said >>987182
usually there's a lot of grain or other visual imperfections which is the secret sauce to making something look photorealistic.
>>987277 this is ok but i think your light is probably too close to the model instead of being where the camera lens is. also those fortnite models have pretty poor detail (like the game), and iirc the rig is janky and hard to use. try a rigid3d model instead

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>>987316
and allow me to let you in on another shocking revelation: if it looks good from the camera perspective it doesn't matter at all if it looks like a fucking mess in the viewport
once you reach a certain threshold of "correct" you can even have problems in plain sight and people will ignore them

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>>987317
and finally this is what you messed up with the neck. the spine is doing the majority of the bending and the neck is pretty much neutral
it's an exaggerated pose (the ass is way too high) but it looks good in the camera and we're making porn so you're allowed to exaggerate things
instead of spending all your time doom posting about tfw no talent just try to activate your brain and realize you can't just copy a step by step procedure to make art you have to actually look at it and think about the components, what you're trying to achieve, what works and what doesn't

Anonymous No. 987320

>bbc shill is fucking incompetent
yeah, I expected nothing more from you

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Anonymous No. 987331

>>987316
>>987315
ITs impossible I cant do it
It takes me hours to do anything ahen you habe this in 30 minutes
Im wasting life on this
I cant do it
Tell me why cant i do it? Is it normal i cant? This is impossible

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Anonymous No. 987333

>>987319
>>987317
>>987316
>>987315
It took you 30 minutes to do what ive tried hours
Natural talent
I cant do it its impossible

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Anonymous No. 987334

>>987315
>>987316
>>987317
>>987319
Despite having a body of my own, I dont understand it
I dont get it
I cant grasp it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mTvnKbAnQR0&t=225
I have a body of my own and I cant get it
I cry and I cry
I cant understand it at all
It took 30 minutes to do what i havent been able to do in hours
Why try

Anonymous No. 987335

>>987333
i've been doing this for like 5 years it's not natural talent

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Anonymous No. 987338

I cant do it
>>987335
You have been doing it for 5 years
How long would it take me to reach your level? 10? Im not a natural at anything

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Anonymous No. 987339

Just like it happened with drawing
I cant understand this
Im just wasting my time here
Ive wasted hours and nothing to show for it
This fucker can do it in 30 minutes

Anonymous No. 987340

>>987338
i've been doing at least a little bit of blender pretty much every day so it really depends on how much you commit to it
>>987339
it looks like you had a mental breakdown in 2021 so you should probably get that fixed

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Anonymous No. 987346

>>987340
I cant learn Blender
I would have shown promise if I could
Come on
Tell me, why cant I get it? I have a body i should be able to know and pose
Why cant I?

Anonymous No. 987348

>>987346
>Take a break
>Go outside
>Control your breathing slowly for 40 mins
>Come back
>Read the final sentence from
>>986928
>Review everything 1 step at a time.
>Take notes based on those critiques/advice
>If you get anxious again, repeat steps 1-3
>???
>Profit

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Anonymous No. 987350

Bet you felt like a big man mogging me in 30 minutes
Why try if I know theres not going to be an eventually

in all fields No. 987352

ffs stop responding and giving this mentally ill retard attention

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Anonymous No. 987353

>>987316
Fuck you
You think your talent gives you the right to insult me

Anonymous No. 987356

>>986928
>no one is naturally good at things.
patently not true. are you also not aware that most people are actually smarter than you despite your experience to the contrary?

the chair nerd No. 987357

>>987350
>>987346
OH MY.

Anonymous No. 987362

>>987356
>patently not true
that's cope. some people have natural affinities for things but they still have to work hard and master it, there aren't people who open blender for the first time and make something amazing
>are you also not aware that most people are actually smarter than you despite your experience to the contrary?
than me personally or are we generalizing? surely an average person would meet an equal number of people smarter and less smart than them
>>987353
i'm giving you legitimate feedback though i am obviously being a dickhead about it. you're ignoring all of it and saying you can never be good so why try to be good. that's retarded and the reason you can never learn anything

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Anonymous No. 987363

WHERES THE DREAMS THAT IVE BEEN AFTER
PROMISED ONLY LIES

MASTER

MASTER

YOU PROMISED ONLY LIES

LAUGHTER
LAUGHTER

ALL THERE IS

LAUGHTER

LAUGHTER

LAUGHTER


LAUGHING AT MY PRIDE

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Anonymous No. 987372

>>987362
Fuck you
I know I dont have talent
You know i dont have talent

Do I even care anymore? I was never a contender
In 30 minutes you did more and better work than me in 6 hours tinkering with lights
The talent isnt there

Anonymous No. 987373

>>987372
why the self hate your work is amazing, just be practical, and make the best from it, see if there's something you can learn and improve and that's it

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Anonymous No. 987375

>>987373
You should fucking die

Anonymous No. 987376

People dont seem to understand ive wasted hours and this guy did that in 30 minutes
The natural talent isnt there, whats there to do

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Anonymous No. 987377

HOURS for every render I tried
Most of it in posing alone
HOURS fucking wasged with pic related
When that guy can do it in 30 minutes
Far better, double the posing

I can assure you he did not take as lo g when he was starting
Therefore I know the trend, in the futurr it would take me 2 hours to get the same pic
Why waste my time? I have to call it off

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Anonymous No. 987378

I looked up online
No one else takes this long to pose
HOURS FOR the pics I posted
My brain might be unable to understand position, thats hopeless for an artist
I give up
>>987340
>>987317
>>987316
Why are you better than me

the chair nerd No. 987379

>>987377
>Insert random comment that would make anon go into another shizo rant for 20 more comments.

Anonymous No. 987380

>>987378
>Why are you better than me
i've spent probably 8000-10000 hours using blender and making porn

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Anonymous No. 987382

>>987380
Bullshit
You have natural talent
Not my fault really, my brain simply was born unable to understand 3D space
Since its not my fault i am not bothered by this
Its a fact, facts never change

Why cant I? Why do I take hours for poses that should take minutes? Tell me now

Anonymous No. 987383

>>987382
>Why do I take hours for poses that should take minutes? Tell me now
because you don't have 8-10k hours in blender and are still learning but you seem to think it's possible to magically skip that step and just be good

Anonymous No. 987384

>>987383
No, tell me, is it normal to take this long?
I mean 5 hours on a pose that should be out in minutes
I dont get it, my brain cant get it

Anonymous No. 987386

>>987383
The other anon is better back here
>>986404
He doesnt take hours to pose

Anonymous No. 987387

>>987384
i have spent literally days fiddling with tiny details, unhappy with how they look, before i get them looking okay enough for me to be satisfied with them
in this picture >>987316 seraphine (the left one's) mouth looks weird, i adjusted it with the sculpting tools for like 5 minutes straight trying to get it to look better but it still looks weird

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Anonymous No. 987388

>>987387
Sure but it looks good
I dont have talent,its impossible for me to do it

Anonymous No. 987389

this nigga is hilarious, and really broke the 4chan meta, by bullying his own self so hard people are left with no bullying left to do on their part, 4chan truly is a magical place

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Anonymous No. 987392

Im just being honest
Every single person is better than me
My raven attempt was pathetic
I show zero promise, a blind man would draw/render better

Anonymous No. 987393

as long as you're putting ladies next to yummy bbc i will consume and enjoy your content

Anonymous No. 987394

>>987393
I gave up again
Ill never be good

Anonymous No. 987396

If the problem was not the posing but the skill, that could have promise
But the problem is really the posing
I cant understand it

Therefore there is no possible improvement, none
Can a person with a missing leg ever become the best NBA player? I doubt it

Its an existential block to improvement

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Anonymous No. 987400

What have I been doing thrse past few days?
Watching vids on light, playing with light, never finishing a scene, never getting anything even decent

Wasting hours unable to understand a pose?

Plain obvious to me, the talent isnt there
I am this video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5d6I4yWykD8

Anonymous No. 987405

If I failed at this, and drawing, and music, and painting
The only choice that makes sense is suicide
Im nothing
Existence is overrated

Anonymous No. 987412

Ive been awake for 5 hours 15 minutes and not once have I opened Blender
Its futile

Anonymous No. 987424

Why cant I though? Hours for a pose thats not normal

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Anonymous No. 987425

Why cant I do it?
They tell me that if I werr to spend the same time I spend crying practicing, Id be better
How can they be sure? Im talentless and worthless I would not improve
I havebt improved so far

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Anonymous No. 987444

https://youtu.be/uxs_HYw_mLk
Havent opened Blender at all, or read anything about it

Deleted all models and previous attempts
Calling this off as a failure


I just dont have the talent

Anonymous No. 987445

>>987400
>>987405
>>987412
>>987424
>>987425
>>987444
Dude, chill the fuck out. Go play some vidya and eat some snacks. Bask in the sun when you get the chance. It sounds like your problem is lack of self-discipline not lack of "talent".

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Anonymous No. 987447

>>987445
It's impossible. I don't see a path in which I can ever learn. The talent just isnt there at all. I should end it. I cant learn anything, I wasnt born for anything.

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Anonymous No. 987450

>>987445
My attempt at what this guy ended up doing here >>987316
Was pic related
HAHAHAHAHA

No promise at all

Suicide is noble to me
Ive failed at
>drawing
>music/bass
>painting
>tennis
>baseball
>writing erotic games
>videogames
>ERP

And now 3D
Im worthless

Anonymous No. 987451

>>987447
In a cosmic sense no one is born for anything. Nothing has "meaning", but that doesn't change anything. Maybe 3D isn't for you, that's for you to figure out. Putting yourself down like that isn't gonna help shit. I'm still not clear what the goal you failed to meet was.

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Anonymous No. 987452

>>987451
I am not afraid of death
If I fail to be good at anything I should just kill myself
I dont enjoy life, I dont enjoy anything but what, sleeping, music and coffee, anything other than that is bullshit
I wanted to be good at 3D I just dont have talent same for drawing

Anonymous No. 987453

>>987452
What's the point of this? What kind of response are you expecting? Do you want us to convince you otherwise or push you over the edge?

Reach out to people that care about you (even if you tell yourself they don't).

Anonymous No. 987454

>>987453
I dont give a fuck about any of you. You would all hate me anyways.

>>987339
/ic/ told me back then to give up without worry, I wouldnt be giving up on a future as a good or great artist. They were right, eventually I gave up for real. It was never going to happen.

Now tell me, what's the diagnosis? Why cant I do 3D?

Anonymous No. 987456

>>987454
>Why cant I do 3D?
Because you're a piss baby that can't handle minor setbacks.

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Anonymous No. 987458

>>987456
Thats not the truth.
Hours wasted on lights that dont work
Hours wasted on poses that are wrong
Check here
>>986404
We both started at the same time
He shows promise
I show none

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Anonymous No. 987468

Failing at drawing only made me ask the why over and over for years, we are so close to that loop starting for 3D. Once the mental feedback loop is in place

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Anonymous No. 987487

So after being depressed all day and not getting any work done, I was checking some fashion magazines and well I picked 3 poses, easy medium and hard
I tried to gesture draw and do what anon said, think about the body
The model was a stick so I should have used a Fortnite model quite cute too but i think i got the easy pose

Anonymous No. 987488

>>987487
>some fashion magazines
which ones? That sounds like a good learning resource

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Anonymous No. 987489

>>987487
Im a fucking moron
Her hips were pointing down
I know I have no talent so the shoulder is whatever


The medium pose I picked well ot was from a drawing and I realized it was impossible without really breaking her spine, the sharp inward leg angle should have clued me in

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Anonymous No. 987490

The hard pose came from the same model, I thought she was cute and this Tracer model has detailed feet so I got it from her wikifeet page
I wont post the original to avoid that anon mogging me again

But her spine was bent all the way and one side was smashed in while the other one relaxed and curving outwards, I didnt really get it at all
>>987488
Who are you? What were you doing with this thread open

Anonymous No. 987491

Just checked the hard pose again
I got her center of gravity wrong from the inverted view
She was resting on the side that's squished if I think about her like a bag
I got into the same pose and you feel your neck and middle of the back getting a massove stretch, might attempt again
It wasnt as dramatic, just the low camera mm(?) Making her look longer

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Anonymous No. 987493

Ok but how can I actually improve though?
I wanna be a top tier animator

Anonymous No. 987494

>>987445
Wrong. He's been going at it for 7 YEARS. The talent is not there so is the inexistent discipline. It's over. And he NEEDS to understand so.

Anonymous No. 987495

>>987490
I lurk on /3/ and saw your post. The board is not very active as you might have noticed

Anonymous No. 987496

>>987495
why are there so few chuds who 3d? we need more, this board has a population of 20

Anonymous No. 987497

>>987496
The average 4chan chud has the technical and creative ability of a salamander. That's why

Anonymous No. 987498

>>987494
Ive been at this, refer to the chart
>>987339
I started drawing on 2020
My 3D journey started 3 or 2 weeks ago, I didnt even know you could use your GPU to render lol
>>987495
Well dont take it the wrong way but youre likely better than me so if I help I help the competition....Just go on pinterest

Anonymous No. 987500

>>987498
>Just go on pinterest
alright, thanks for the advice
>Well dont take it the wrong way but youre likely better than me so if I help I help the competition
I'm mostly interested in making sculpts and game characters, I don't do poses or nice renders much. So I'm not your competition, we aren't in the same sub-field of 3d

Anonymous No. 987501

>>987500
If you open 3D software you are competition. Period.

Anonymous No. 987502

>>987501
oh btw, I remember you from /ic/.
Hopefully you'll keep trying to improve in drawing, I think it's a very valuable skill for almost any kind of artist, even a 3d animator

Anonymous No. 987507

>>987493
don't even think about animation before you get the hang of everything else. animation is hard as fuck
>>987487
this looks good, much better than your other attempts. i really think your main problem was the fortnite models because their rigs are clunky
>>987489
again this is fine, the shoulder is easily fixed either with the bone or using the sculpting tools (which is often required because armature deformations are rarely perfect) so don't worry about it too much
>youre likely better than me so if I help I help the competition
this is a terrible mindset and even shittier when this thread is full of talented 3d people giving you advice and feedback.
if i had to guess i'd say you only got into 3d thinking you could make easy money, which is why your earlier pics are all bbc porn. your reaction in this thread is typical of the kind of person who thinks "wow 3d is so easy, literally free money!" then comes to the realization you actually have to put effort in and practice to be good

Anonymous No. 987518

Dude what are you doing these things for? Do you want to make money with it? Do you have some goal for something you want to produce?

You cannot be passionate about the craft, you seem to thoroughly hate it. If you just want to goon with these, just quit. Do you have a real job?

It is natural to want to be good at something, it gives us a sense of accomplishment, but you seem to have your affections and imagination very twisted.

Anonymous No. 987549

>>987518
he's going to be rich making fortnite bbc porn you are just a competitor to be squashed beneath his boot

Anonymous No. 987551

>>987507
No I dont got into it by wanting to make money,I am just deranged from childhood trauma and want to be the best at it,at things I try.
Im not even into bbc really, that was to piss off people in the fortnite general
Fine youre right about being an asshole, ill help out when i can
I am just insecure
>>987500
Just get on tumblr, theres links for pdfs for archives there
It really isnt a great resource because these things have a lot of useless text so just tumblr and modeling should be it i guess
I was using an actual copy of 032c I have but the problem is that theres no scans of that online

Anonymous No. 987560

I got into it because it caught my attention and I want to do NSFW
I want to learn for real
What do I do?

Anonymous No. 987561

>>987560
>chud thinks it can make quick bucks off bbc porn in 1 month

Anonymous No. 987563

>>987560
practice