Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 10:53:13 UTC No. 16243892

Have you found love? Are you pursuing love?

Love is the solution to life, the universe & everything.

Capitalism & religion will lie to you... will make you look in the wrong place.

NO you are not supposed to feel like shit.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 10:54:48 UTC No. 16243895

>>16243892

I'm serious about this, Anon.

Real talk.

Do not listen to capitalists or the religious. Do not listen to the shitstains on social media.

Listen to your heart.

Find love.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 10:57:13 UTC No. 16243896

>>16243892
What if you don't feel love

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 10:57:15 UTC No. 16243897

Emotions are displaying your score in the survival and reproduction game. You are lacking looks, money, status, power, pussy, health and progress towards desirable goals. Since your brain perceives your desires are not realistic and / or not worth the energy it has put you into an energy conserving mode of being which is experienced as apathy and lethargy.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:00:45 UTC No. 16243902

>>16243896

You must find it. It's your evolutionary purpose.

A woman wants a man who can provide for her & child.

Doesn't have to be crazy.

It's simple really.

And also the most difficult thing you will do & the greatest adventure.

That adventure will give you purpose. It will make you whole.

It's the greatest game.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:03:00 UTC No. 16243903

>>16243892
>Have you found love? Are you pursuing love?
Not OP but yes and yes. I have a soon-to-be wife and a young puppy who I both love very much. I volunteer and while I don't get on much with people I love every person I interact with and wish them the best in life even when they're arseholes, then I just hope they find a way to become better people. I exercise regularly, eat well, have great nutrition in all my lab test results.
I still feel like shit all the time.

>>16243891
Some people are just broken and maybe will never be fixed. Just live the best life you can and you might find moments of peace.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:04:23 UTC No. 16243906

>>16243902
But I don't feel anything, there is nothing inside me that would push me towards that goal, all that remains is sadness that I wasn't born normal, I cannot partake in the pleasures of this world because there is no pleasure

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:04:29 UTC No. 16243907

>>16243903
>I still feel like shit all the time.

How can you feel shit all the time if you have true love?

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:05:36 UTC No. 16243909

>>16243897
>Since your brain perceives your desires are not realistic and / or not worth the energy it has put you into an energy conserving mode of being which is experienced as apathy and lethargy.
What do you mean by this? I don't have unrealistic expectations about life, I never expected anything I wouldn't be able to have, if you actually knew me you'd realize that I spent a long time with minimal things and I used to have a purpose and felt happy. It just feels like I grew up and everything turned into shit even though there shouldn't have been that big of a difference between then and now, but there is.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:05:47 UTC No. 16243910

>>16243906

There is no such thing as normal, Anon.

Understand that and choose happiness

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:06:53 UTC No. 16243911

>>16243907
It's quite easy. For a lot of people, it's possible by just not being in the moment and thinking of other things (See: Be Here Now). For me, I suspect whatever part of the brain lets you truly enjoy things is missing.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:07:40 UTC No. 16243912

>>16243909
>It just feels like I grew up and everything turned into shit

Why? Be specific.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:09:36 UTC No. 16243914

>>16243910
I don't feel happiness, there is no pleasure in anything

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:09:44 UTC No. 16243915

>>16243909
>It just feels like I grew up and everything turned into shit
Well at least you had moments of non-shit. My life is much better than it was as a kid. I'm over 30 and I'd say there's probably only one or two years that were worse than the year before.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:11:15 UTC No. 16243916

>>16243911
>For me, I suspect whatever part of the brain lets you truly enjoy things is missing.

Bullshit.

You have that part.

The modern world is a lie. Understand that and create your own meaning. Create a life that you enjoy, and stop trying to live the life of others.

Want to make video games? Do it. Want to go to festivals? Do it. Sell all your things and travel the globe? Do it.

People will call you cringe, gay, all sorts of names. Fuck'em. Only losers hate.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:12:20 UTC No. 16243918

>>16243914

Bullshit. You enjoy talking about science.

Do it in real life. Happiness comes from other people. It comes from real world connection.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:13:04 UTC No. 16243919

>>16243912
It feels like my soul was separated from me and went to hell, while my physical body remained intact. That's the best way I can describe how I feel.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:14:19 UTC No. 16243922

Imagine being the fag in this thread shilling so hard for some broken depressed nigger to bring another being into the world and probably mount it with all of his preexisting dysfunction.
There is no evolutionary purpose of feeling like shit all the time. It's because we live in a retarded fundamentally flawed universe dependent on causality and imposition.
If there is a higher state of being, we should try to reach it, but it's surely not in the material.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:14:36 UTC No. 16243925

>>16243919

Hell is a lie. All religion is a lie. It's a scam. You will never find true happiness through religion.

You must find a significant other, and you worship her like a goddess and she will worship you like a God.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:14:59 UTC No. 16243926

>>16243916
>Create a life that you enjoy, and stop trying to live the life of others.
I've done 80-90% of this. I've eschewed traditional work and such things. I went to uni and studied science out of personal interest, not to build a career. When I have worked it's because I thought it was interesting and when I got bored I left the job.
If I had a billion dollars right now, the only thing I'd change is I'd get a large block of land for us to have a house on. Instead of the suburban set up we have now.
I would like to play more video games (BG3 was the first game I've played since 2012 and I haven't even finished it playing it 1x/week with friends) but there's so many other things in life that are more interesting that I rarely find the time to put in to games.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:15:53 UTC No. 16243927

>this many replies
>nobody told OP to kill himself yet
Kill yourself.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:15:59 UTC No. 16243928

>>16243918
I don't feel anything towards other people, there is nothing inside me that makes me want to go outside and interact with other people

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:16:46 UTC No. 16243929

>>16243928
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoid_personality_disorder

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:17:06 UTC No. 16243930

>>16243926
>that are more interesting

Pursue those things, and find a significant other who enjoys those things too. You will be happy

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:18:08 UTC No. 16243932

>>16243930
Stop living vicariously through OP, you fag

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:18:15 UTC No. 16243933

>>16243919
iktfb
You just reminded me of the times I thought about as "my first death" "my second death" etc.

>>16243929
I remember when I first read about that I thought it must be me. But I definitely don't have a nonexistent libido, just disinterest in people and interpersonal relationships.

>>16243930
I'm already engaged.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:18:20 UTC No. 16243934

>>16243891
>>16243892
>>16243902
>>16243906
>>16243910
>>16243914
>>16243918
It's like watching a retarded soap opera.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:18:38 UTC No. 16243935

>>16243928

You are afraid. But that's what makes it fun. The emotions are good, all of them.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:20:37 UTC No. 16243938

>>16243935
No, just emptiness, zero emotional response

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:22:04 UTC No. 16243939

>>16243933
>I'm already engaged.

That's great! And she enjoys the same things as you, doesn't she! You love just walking quietly with her and holding her hand, right?

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:22:38 UTC No. 16243940

>>16243933
>But I definitely don't have a nonexistent libido, just disinterest in people and interpersonal relationships.
Just having a libido doesn't really eliminate you from having SzPD. Check out Wheeler's Treatment of Schizoid Personality Handbook. It goes into detail about everything in an illuminating way.
Anhedonia and acute social disinterest are basically the defining characteristics of SzPD, in fact libidinal characteristics can be highly variable. You probably will find something about the deeper self in there as well.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:24:19 UTC No. 16243943

>>16243938

Then you aren't doing anything really worthwhile.

Find a woman you would want to raise a family with. Not because others say so. Because YOU want it. A woman who would give you good children. Pursuing her will make you feel alive.

She will turn you down endless times. Don't give up. It's all a test. The most important test a man is ever given

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:25:14 UTC No. 16243945

>>16243943
>Just sexually harass women bro

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:26:57 UTC No. 16243946

>>16243909
>I don't have unrealistic expectations about life
>everything turned into shit
Choose one. You're unhappy with shit but not motivated to change shit because you believe that's unrealistic for some reason.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:28:31 UTC No. 16243947

>>16243943
>Then you aren't doing anything really worthwhile.
Nothing feels worthwhile, there is no emotional response to pursuing anything
>Find a woman
Which part of "I don't feel anything towards anyone" don't you understand, there is nothing that would push me to go find anyone or do anything, it's all empty

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:29:17 UTC No. 16243948

>>16243940

That's all a lie.

A lie probably created by religious twats and their slave ideology.

Listen to your daemon as the Greeks called it. You will feel.

Don't listen to Tate, Trump, Peterson, Tucker, Fox News, conservatives of religious. That entire isle is soulless. If you want to be a drone then go to that side.

If you want to feel then go the other way.

They will try and harrass you back into their drone colony.

Play dumb with them, lol. I pretend to not even know who Jesus is, or Trump. Watching them explain it is very funny, and I still act like I don't understand lol

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:30:19 UTC No. 16243951

>>16243945
>>Just sexually harass women bro

Not what I said, homo. Your generation wears dresses and cuts its dick off. I don't expect you to get it lol

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:31:28 UTC No. 16243953

>>16243947

Stop lying to yourself

You see attractive women all the time.

Pursue one and stop being a fcking fggot

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:32:50 UTC No. 16243955

>>16243953
>Pursue one
Why if I don't feel anything towards them, there is no desire to even talk to them

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:33:30 UTC No. 16243956

>>16243948

"Well, Jesus is... well we eat his flesh and he comes inside us"

Lolololololol!!!!

It's a fcking riot playing dumb with them.

1000% recommend.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:34:32 UTC No. 16243957

>>16243948
>>16243951
>>16243953
>Schizophrenic Reddit spacing faggot ruins sci thread Episode 10000000

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:35:53 UTC No. 16243959

>>16243955
>Why if I don't feel anything towards them

Biggest lie you've ever told.

How many times did you jackoff today, homo?

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:37:28 UTC No. 16243962

>>16243946
I'm not sure if it's because I want things that are unrealistic, but it felt like at one point in time that some of the things I wanted the most used to be within reach, except now the window doesn't exist anymore no matter what I do. How unrealistic is it wanting something that in the past you took for granted and didn't do? Not very, it just feels like I could have done things differently. But not just differently, in a way that would have set me up for life, when comparing my current life to how things could have went, it's actually upsetting.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:38:03 UTC No. 16243964

>>16243956
hello man


fuck all the niggers


and troons


fuck kikes as well


lololololololololololololol

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:38:25 UTC No. 16243965

>>16243959
Zero, I have no incentive to

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:41:02 UTC No. 16243969

>>16243909
>not worth the energy it has put you into an energy conserving mode
>>16243909
>What do you mean by this?
>>16243947
>Nothing feels worthwhile, there is no emotional response to pursuing anything
OP can not be consistent for even a few posts. What a mess.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:41:50 UTC No. 16243971

>>16243962

Oh dear.

The universe is a perfect calculation.

There is literally no such thing as "do differently".

Determinism, etc...

Stop living in the past

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:43:05 UTC No. 16243972

>>16243969
You're quoting the wrong people.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:43:37 UTC No. 16243975

>>16243965

Liar

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:45:12 UTC No. 16243977

>>16243965

Would bet you're a chronic masterbater, or you drink.

Don't drink. At all. It's evil for lack of a better word

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:49:12 UTC No. 16243983

>>16243975
Believe whatever you want, it's all become meaningless to me, empty, the slight dopamine hit is not worth the effort, all I've done is smoke cigarettes and mindlessly scour the internet, because I have no desire to do anything, go anywhere, talk to anyone, even the content on the internet is no longer entertaining, it's all empty, meaningless
>>16243977
I haven't drank for years outside an occasional rare beer, alcohol is a shitty drug anyway

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:51:38 UTC No. 16243985

>>16243962
>the window doesn't exist anymore no matter what I do
You have been losing opportunity since the day you were born and you will continue to lose opportunity for the rest of your life. Your most desirable wishes may never come true no matter how much you strive. It's a tragic part of being human. Instead of getting emotional which is life affirming you may have decided to shut these emotions off which is a passive suicide. Result: apathy and lethargy.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:52:45 UTC No. 16243988

>spend billions of years evolving to roam around, hunt prey and fuck women
>suddenly become sedentary grain brains that jerk to internet porn all day
Gee, I wonder why you feel like shit.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 11:56:55 UTC No. 16243997

>>16243988
Is it because people make you feel bad for eating grain and watching porn by constantly reminding you that you should stop being carefree start worrying about how you are going to pay rent, buy food and be judged as a virtuous person by other people?

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 12:26:52 UTC No. 16244021

>>16243929
damn, it is kind of scary reading a wikipedia article about yourself

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 13:18:17 UTC No. 16244065

>>16243983
They won't understand you man, I feel the same way. It really does feel meaningless and stupid but what else is there to do? Whining about it isn't helping your case either and we will all day no matter what anyways, just try and find a woman if you can, and if you don't then play vidya and fap all day like me kek

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 13:40:43 UTC No. 16244087

>>16243891
the evolutionary purpose is to make you feel like shit if you do not do something meaningful like starting a family and helping society to prevent you from being comfortable as a genetic dead end or parasite on society

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 13:43:31 UTC No. 16244092

>>16243891
fix your gut microbe, it's the root cause

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 18:03:28 UTC No. 16244345

>>16243891
It's because you aren't on antidepressants.
Taking antidepressants will cure you and everyone else who is sad, creating a utopia.
Also if you get worse you might need heavier duty meds. Then heavier duty meds. Then heavier duty meds. Then you get assisted suicide if that doesn't work.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 18:09:17 UTC No. 16244351

>>16243891
Have you tried eating bugs and owning nothing? You WILL be happy.

Anonymous at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 18:35:12 UTC No. 16244386

To change your way of living.

Bump All Frog Threads at Thu, 20 Jun 2024 19:34:49 UTC No. 16244462

None

Anonymous at Fri, 21 Jun 2024 18:41:32 UTC No. 16246051

>>16243891
turn to your lord, Allah

Anonymous at Fri, 21 Jun 2024 18:57:21 UTC No. 16246066

>>16244087
This is a retarded argument. There are plenty of people who have all that and still feel like shit

Anonymous at Fri, 21 Jun 2024 22:16:15 UTC No. 16246328

>>16243891
>What is the evolutionary purpose of feeling really shit all of the time?
That is a consequence of modern society, which is itself an artificial construct. People who live in nature, in tribes, do not really suffer from depression like people in modern societies do.
Because depression did not manifest itself like it does now, it was not selected against over the millennia.