Anonymous at Wed, 17 Jul 2024 01:52:15 UTC No. 16284398

I took stimulants (Caffeine and nicotine) and felt their effects 36 days later on October 12th 2022.

I ended up back in the hospital again and took antipsychotics (20mg daily of Haloperidol) from December 12th of 2022 until July 5th of 2023. I tried taking stimulants 36 days after I left the hospital (caffeine and flmodafinil) but noticed that they didn't work.

Since I didn't want to waste the limited flmodafinil that I had, I waited until September 26th and tried caffeine again and felt the stimulation. The next day I took flmodafinil.

I ended up in the hospital for 6 months from October 24th 2023 until June 5th, 2024. I stopped taking Haloperidol 30mg daily on June 5th.

How long will it take until I can feel stimulation again from stimulants?

Thank you.

Also, slightly unrelated, but you can find out more information about me on my website at

johnclasheras.wordpress.com

I have written research (400+pages) on a possible cure for schizophrenia, vasodilation physiology, smart drug compounds and exponentially faster pharmacological upregulation. I've also written 6 books, 5 science fiction and 1 philosophy book.

I also, back in 2021, when I was studying calculus and statistics, came up with an 89-99% accurate stock market prediction algorithm for day traders.

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Anonymous at Wed, 17 Jul 2024 14:38:46 UTC No. 16285062

>>16284397
I've got bad information for you, Haloperidol info I have:

It permanently inactivates sigma-1 receptor.
It's metabolite HPP+ doesn't cross blood brain barrier for brain therefore it cannot metabolize in liver.

It acts on mTor thing, making your cells fatter and have smaller connectonome.

If you can cook own meth from non efedrine, you should. Then try in smaller doses.

I'm telling you from personal experience, that meth improved my focus after long trials of haloperidol, now I don't do meth, I don't have such psychometry score as I used, but I can focus enough so I can work.

I think you should rethink stimulants and try noopt atleast or such.

If you have trouble with working memory and that is your schiz, look for modern solution: GTS-21, it's available on grey market, it helps with schiz and also boosts working memory, it works.

If you want more info feel free to ask here, I know some stuff about this.

Also on your "schizophrenia cure": Does it accounts for that schiz can arise from many brain defects and different cause need a different solution?

Anonymous at Wed, 17 Jul 2024 17:34:16 UTC No. 16285266

>>16284397
Long story short, it's over

Anonymous at Wed, 17 Jul 2024 18:41:50 UTC No. 16285401

>>16284397
It's over. Start gambling, this will save your brain. Don't listen to the anti gambling lobby.

Anonymous at Wed, 17 Jul 2024 19:17:49 UTC No. 16285459

>>16284397
i took haldol it made me tired as fuck

i wouldnt take it

do you actually hear voices?

Anonymous at Wed, 17 Jul 2024 19:21:09 UTC No. 16285463

>>16285459
I'm here.

Anonymous at Wed, 17 Jul 2024 19:22:08 UTC No. 16285465

>>16285463
ok

Anonymous at Wed, 17 Jul 2024 19:40:07 UTC No. 16285491

>>16284397
Drugs damage your brain because they just do damage. When the drug leaves the damage is still there. Its like a bullet, if you understand a bullet through your skull as an analogy. Ok? Flushing out the drug, detox and such ideas dont work, you are like alcoholics that think they will be fine if the alcohol is out of their system, it just doesnt work like that

Anonymous at Wed, 17 Jul 2024 19:40:41 UTC No. 16285493

>>16285491
i thought the brain adapts to surroundings and heals

Anonymous at Wed, 17 Jul 2024 19:44:39 UTC No. 16285498

>>16285493
brain can heal somehow like all tissues, to some degree. The thing with drugs is that they do their damage which stays long after the drug is gone, its not an issue of flushing it

Anonymous at Wed, 17 Jul 2024 20:30:23 UTC No. 16285528

You seem like a very productive guy for a schizophrenic. I have schizotypy and can barely finish anything I start due to my negative symptoms. Do you experience both negative and positive symptoms?

Anonymous at Wed, 17 Jul 2024 20:46:04 UTC No. 16285545

>>16285528
i was schzio but im god so i can do some stuff

i cast spells and develop trading strategies on tradingview

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 06:40:01 UTC No. 16286121

>>16285528
Well I used to be like that as well as well as having crippling depression. If you're not a believer in God then all we have proof of is what we do in this world, empirically. I'm not saying what I did to myself will work for everyone but it does show that my brain changed for the better by taking smart drugs.

From 12 to 26 I barely did anything with my life because of my crippling major clinical depression. I was a B student in highschool but I could have done much better. When I was in college I flunked out because of the early stages of schizophrenia and because I was doing a lot of drugs like mushrooms and marijuana.

It wasn't until 2019 when I discovered nootropics and studied them seriously. I studied from 2019 until mid 2020 and wrote 400+ pages of in-depth and serious research because I felt like there was quite a substantial amount of proof behind what happened to me and maybe I could capitalize on it and help others.

To better answer your question, I did have extreme positive symptoms and negative symptoms of schizophrenia that severely disabled me from 2015 to 2019.

I took antipsychotics on and off from 2015 until April of 2019 but it wasn't until I started taking all of the compounds that I took in 2019 up until 2021 where I noticed that my depression was gone.

I have no problems starting and doing things anymore but I've been through tumultuous times because of the rape and torture I have been through because of Mark Zuckerberg. I was homeless for a year and a half, begging on the street for money to buy alcohol but now I am doing much better.

1/2...

Johnclasheras.wordpress.com

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 06:47:35 UTC No. 16286129

>>16286121
2/2

I am blessed to have the only family member in my life that will support me after what I have been through, and that is my father. He believes in me and has seen that I have become extremely intelligent compared to the person I used to be.

He is allowing me to stay in his home that I will inherit along with other things on the condition that I do a programming boot camp in data science and machine learning to find a job, which i agreed to.

Studying in 2021 I found it quite easy to learn calculus and data science but I became severely distracted by the rape and torture I was going through.

I am going to be taking nootropics again and my father has allowed me to do so.

I believe that these compounds that I have researched are miraculous compounds in conjunction that ameliorate brain damage and fundamentally alter the structure of the central nervous system to increase intelligence, regulate and modulate behaviors/emotions like aggression, anxiety and depression.

I highly recommend reading my research and seeing if you are a good candidate to take these substances safely.

As a side note, I also absurd testosterone in the early days of my schizophrenia diagnosis and I was impotent for years. By taking compounds to reset my HPG axis and to heal my hypothalamus, pituitary glands and testicles, I am now no longer impotent and have been able to produce semen and have erections for years.

The only thing that temporarily makes me impotent is the torture I go through which exponentially raises cortisol levels but this is only temporary. If I wasn't being tortured I would have high testosterone levels.

Check out my website johnclasheras.wordpress.com

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 06:57:44 UTC No. 16286136

>>16285062
I'm not doing methampetamine. Methamphetamine is extremely toxic to the brain and other organs in the body.

By taking modafinil, caffeine, nicotine and the other nootropics that I take I feel like I'm on cocaine/ecstasy for 18 hours a day for 2 weeks out of the month, then 12 -14 hours for 1 week and then 8-10 hours for another week as I gain tolerance.

I then upregulate for a week which allows me to have the 18 hour day experiences.

I am not curious about GTS-21 because I will only take compounds that have years of safety data in humans. Some compounds I am willing to take as a risk, like Coluracetam knowing that there is limited safety data but predicated on a better understanding that certain compounds of certain families like the piracetam compounds are safe to take.

My potential cure for schizophrenia is very speculative and it could possibly be very wrong but in the paper I talk about the genetic basis of schizophrenia.

Schizophrenia is not acquired in almost 99% of the cases. Even with extreme damage to the brain it is highly improbable that you will develop a psychotic spectrum disorder.

Schizophrenia is caused by inheritance of faulty genes which I talk about in my paper or pre-natal damage to the DNA of a human being which alters the genetic structure of inherited genes.

Schizophrenia is triggered by environmental factors in life but has a genetic basis.

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 07:08:36 UTC No. 16286141

>>16284397
Haldol causes brain damage like a shit ton of other pharmaceutical drugs.
>Does anyone know how long I will have to wait until the Haloperidol is out of my brain so I can start taking stimulants again?
Get off the brain-damaging drug train to take another one.... sigh.

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 09:21:05 UTC No. 16286529

What's it related to?

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 12:37:52 UTC No. 16287102

>>16286136
>schizophrenia is not caused by damage
>schizophrenia is caused by prenatal damage to DNA

I think you've got to pick one.

You should also read studies, excitotoxic dose for meth starts at 5grams in 6 hours, and also it promotes BDNF, which is good for you, and also TAAR receptor agonist, which is what science is looking to discover to improve symptoms of psych dissease.

You've got to read graphs in those studies, not the text.

Meth mice when not overdosed have smaller soma, that's true, because it does have better mitochondria, which is logical from having dopamine, and also twice as many connections to other cell, bigger axon/soma ratio.

Whereas drugs tried like Olanzapine does following: They affect biomarker in way as dissease does, but they push in direction of dissease but even more than dissease.

Another thing is that non-substance related behaviour and habbits can influence brain, and therefore demage it, and are inherited even when non part of genes, you'll need adoption study to prove that schiz is genetic.

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 13:45:43 UTC No. 16287174

>>16287102
do you know what causes paranoia in the schizo spectrum?

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 13:52:24 UTC No. 16287189

>>16287174
Lack of inhibition.

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 14:02:39 UTC No. 16287208

>>16287189
inhibition of what, i'm talking about the neurotransmitter action

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 14:08:00 UTC No. 16287211

>>16287208
There is more than one thing, that can induce paranoia.

Can you enlighten me more about what exact situation you're talking about?

Can you exactly describe paranoia and tell what it induced yourself?

Sitation, experiences, regards to reality?

Like you can't convince me when drug addicts thinks cops are after him it's geniuee psycho delusion, it has real basis.

When religious person thinks satan is after him after combining SSRI and Atropine it has bigger hallucination rating.

Also when person on LSD is having badtrip, it's too short-term for paranoia and benzo helps that.

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 14:12:54 UTC No. 16287220

Guy's you both probably have manchausen by proxy, and that happens when you mention neurotransmitter in front of normies, because they only know joy=dopamine, happiness=normies, therefore all your neural theories seems delusion.

People often mark text as schizoshit just from higher level of perplexicity, even psych ward when they see higher level of perplexicity they say incoherent, because they cannot grasps.

Good old racist and homophobic GTP2 had so much level of perplexcity, and can be trained so fast without lobotomies, that chatGTP4 seems like to be normie after having lobotomy.

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 14:17:48 UTC No. 16287229

>>16287211
paranoia in schizo spectrum is always present, i am asking why this is the case

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 14:32:35 UTC No. 16287246

>>16287229
Delusions yes, but paranoia not always. And different types of paranoia have different neural origin.

I've told doctor that I have paranoia, they are going to give me neuroleptics. They treated that paranoia with Zyprexa.

Does it seems normal or rational to you?

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 14:51:55 UTC No. 16287275

>>16287246
the paranoia i have is mostly from heightened self awareness, sometimes i think that people are badmouthing me, sometimes i'll hear a sound and get anxious when its nothing, etc i think paranoia is what eventually leads to delusion, i don't suffer from positive symptoms so i don't know much about that

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 15:11:49 UTC No. 16287301

>>16287275
So you haven't got deluions while experience paranoia? Wonderfull.

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 15:17:49 UTC No. 16287311

So it's not schiz, it's depression, really positive symptoms are schiz, negative symptoms are pills or depresion.

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 15:39:09 UTC No. 16287339

>>16287301
i have delusions but i am immediately aware when and after they happen which is completely different from the positive symptoms experienced by schizophrenics

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 15:46:16 UTC No. 16287354

>>16287339
How many different schizophrenics you have been to said that?

Anonymous at Thu, 18 Jul 2024 15:57:14 UTC No. 16287368

>>16287354
i'm not schizophrenic, i am schizotypal still on the schizo spectrum though milder

Anonymous at Fri, 19 Jul 2024 05:49:17 UTC No. 16288115

>>16286136
>>16287102
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5M5qdGvOPA&pp=ygUcbWV0aGFtcGhldGFtaW5lIGJyYWluIGluanVyeQ%3D%3D
from another person with brain injury, the other post is worth hearing out.
amphetamines might be able to do the same thing
best of luck OP