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Anonynous at Thu, 31 Oct 2024 22:24:41 UTC No. 16457488
Sometimes I will without warning violently twitch, contort my face or yell whatever words happened to be in my brain at the moment.
For example if I was reading a wedding invitation alone in a room, I might be overheard
>dear anon we HUMBLY INvite you to OUR WED...ding party at...
There must be psychological component. Somehow its USUALLY not a problem in public even if its been a private problem all day. Sometimes it fucking is though.
How do I attack this problem at the root? I used to have a problem eighth compulsively punching myself in the head but the fully realized fear of tinnitus in one of my ears managed to cure me of that.
This competitively tame behavior is unlikely to cause any physical trauma, even if it would create insane levels of embarrassment. The spazmodic contortions may on a long enough timeline fuck up my neck, though.
I've seriously thought about electroshock therapy but I often don't know what the triggers are. Sometimes I do, but if you can imagine a seriies of twenty 1hr appointments, once a week probably wouldn't solve much. I think I would need the electrodes myself and would have to punish myself each time I had a slip up, but I don't know if I could hit the button quickly enough for my cerebellum to register the shocks as a negative consequence.
Advice?
Anonymous at Thu, 31 Oct 2024 22:27:44 UTC No. 16457491
>>16457488
ask your doctor to cure it.
if they cant then look for one that will.
if none of them can then petition the FDA to approve diagnostics and cures for your condition.
Anonymous at Thu, 31 Oct 2024 22:32:15 UTC No. 16457498
>>16457488
I dunno, sounds like ataxia + Tourette's. The only solution is to adapt to it.
Anonynous at Thu, 31 Oct 2024 22:38:53 UTC No. 16457505
>>16457491
>>16457498
For whatever its worth I often DO know my triggers, but it's weird. Sometimes, when sensitivity is low, I can contemplate how I did something stupid and made someone hate my guts permanently with complete calm stoicism and othertimes when sensitivity is high, worrying about mispronouncing a benign word within a fraction of a second will get me in fits for 1 or 2 or 30 minutes.
Anonynous at Thu, 31 Oct 2024 22:42:30 UTC No. 16457511
>>16457505
I also forgot to mention that sometimes I'll seize up and after a few seconds I'll realize i was holding my breathe without a properly inhalation.
I'll exhale and I'll choose to loosen up my tensed up shoulders and neck, send try to remain calm. Results vary.
Anonymous at Fri, 1 Nov 2024 04:00:41 UTC No. 16457757
>>16457488
I have ticks, for example sniffing, popping my jaw, doing a weird thing with my eyelid, and flexing my forehead muscle. I can technically control it, but it’s an incredibly strong urge and it’s impossible to resist for more than a few seconds.
How the fuck do I get these to go away? It makes me look weird and spergy and my jaw hurts when it’s clicking my jaw.
Normally I’ll stop and forget about them for a long while, then suddenly get the urge.
Anonynous at Fri, 1 Nov 2024 17:26:42 UTC No. 16458457
>>16457757
>Normally I’ll stop and forget about them for a long while,
Is a long while measured in hours or weeks?
How often does this happen in public and how do others react?
Anonymous at Fri, 1 Nov 2024 17:44:22 UTC No. 16458511
>>16457488
Some old jewish fag got to cum insider that raw and I'm here on 4chinz with you idiots.
Anonymous at Fri, 1 Nov 2024 18:02:35 UTC No. 16458553
>>16458511
that's how aids started
Anonymous at Sat, 2 Nov 2024 02:09:17 UTC No. 16459179
You just know.
Anonynous at Sat, 2 Nov 2024 21:40:28 UTC No. 16460054
>>16459179
>sees innocent woman playing with an animal
>mind immediately goes to beastiality
This says more about you than anyone or anything else, bub.
Anonymous at Sun, 3 Nov 2024 21:23:43 UTC No. 16461413
>>16460054
No said something about beastiality, spaz.
Anonymous at Sun, 3 Nov 2024 21:32:35 UTC No. 16461424
>>16457488
Cute monkey
Also the animals its holding aren't bad