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Anonymous at Thu, 7 Nov 2024 00:52:45 UTC No. 16465530
>take risperidone for a year now
>mfw cant even focus
>mfw the small amount of time i can focus
>everything goes in one ear out the other
>will have to yet again switch meds
>mfw doctors are just throwing darts at a dart board atp
scientifically speaking will we ever understand mental illness or the medicine we use to "fix" them?
Stop guessing start learning at Thu, 7 Nov 2024 01:11:31 UTC No. 16465551
>>16465530
No your broken..
Sucks to be you
Anonymous at Thu, 7 Nov 2024 01:20:26 UTC No. 16465557
Yes, with good understanding on how mental illnesses work. Such as the hallucination eating at someone, Tolling, Fearing and Paining persons. Often schizos will see creatures of one thing in their mind moving about and putting actions in their mind-space which tempts to repeat the same action, it can be so strong that it literally IS an action.
Mental illness is as severe as physical illness/dis-health
Anonymous at Thu, 7 Nov 2024 01:23:29 UTC No. 16465560
You could be doing so much of what you don't want already, prior to completing chores or wage slaving, which demoralizes you. You feel as if you cannot be a part of society because of the effect of the hallucination doing stuff to your reality and harming you.
Anonymous at Thu, 7 Nov 2024 01:25:05 UTC No. 16465562
>>16465560
Someone not wanting to do something is also a facet of mental illness, you should explain that to doctors.
Anonymous at Thu, 7 Nov 2024 01:27:17 UTC No. 16465565
>>16465530
>scientifically speaking will we ever understand mental illness or the medicine we use to "fix" them?
Psychiatry has made huge advances in the last couple decades, but we're still far off from understanding how to fix a brain in the way we can fix a broken bone. The most valuable info toward the completion of that goal is the lived experience of people like you who have to struggle with imperfect treatments and the daily grind with an added difficulty level. Don't despair, anon. You'll be fine, just be kind to yourself and know when to ask for help. I know having friends is hard for people like us, but try to expand your social circle and find decent people to connect with, that can make a world of difference.
Anonymous at Thu, 7 Nov 2024 02:13:42 UTC No. 16465609
>>16465551
yeah its kinda shit but i will keep trying and of course taking my meds.. i guess.. even though they literally dont do shit lol.
Anonymous at Thu, 7 Nov 2024 02:15:35 UTC No. 16465611
>>16465565
thanks anon ^_^ this comment really helps a lot friend. I will keep trucking along and communicating better with my Dr. I really suck at the communicating with my Dr part desu i need to improve that more i just kinda grumble along and say fine and okay and dont speak honestly most times :/
Anonymous at Thu, 7 Nov 2024 14:21:57 UTC No. 16466011
You can't focus on something that blocks dopamine? No-shit, who would have expect that?
Anonymous at Thu, 7 Nov 2024 22:08:39 UTC No. 16466512
>>16465565
>Psychiatry has made huge advances in the last couple decades
No, they didn't. "Mental health", ignoring that this is largely made-up shit with no actual back up in science, has deteriorated over the last years.
>but we're still far off from understanding how to fix a brain
Mental illness are not isolated problems in the brain, lol...
>who have to struggle with imperfect treatments
Or no actual treatments at all...
>>16465530
>scientifically speaking will we ever understand mental illness or the medicine we use to "fix" them?
Risperidone isn't used to "treat" anything. How could it, since Risperidone is a neurotoxic chemical known to cause brain atrophy in people taking that stuff. It's primarily meant to make you shut up and cause partial paralysis so you can't act on your stupid thoughts.
Anonymous at Sat, 9 Nov 2024 10:20:19 UTC No. 16468124
I was diagnosed bipolar 1 --12 years ago -- i was on depakote / risperidone for a year, it was hell.
Then I switched to geodon and have been pretty stable for 11 years with about 1 manic episode every 5 years but was able to manage both of them at home by just taking extra geodon for a few weeks.
for me geodon is a lifesaver, but you gotta keep decreasing your dosage until you're on just enough of a dose to keep you from going into mania, I'm usually on 40mg at night only, but can go up to 80mg a day if life stressors are huge and my sleep suffers or if I start to notice manic or psychotic anomalies. I know the warning signs of mania now and can usually just do enough self care / sleep care to not fall into an episode. good luck, life was very hard in the beginning I felt like a walking dead zombie on risperidone, and for the first 3 months of geodon, until my body got used to it and i switched to nighttime only. But life is great now, I have a baby now and I'm stabile, I bet you can have the same if you are willing to learn about your body and adjust and find a doctor who wants to help you get on a low therapeudic dose, who doesn't desire to overmedicate you. I live a very clean life now, in reaction to prioritizing stability -- I do no drugs, no alcohol and log and prioritize sleep, and a daily multivitamin / vitamin d / magnesium are also important for people with bipolar.
Anonymous at Sun, 10 Nov 2024 13:04:24 UTC No. 16469558
i just smoke weed to take the edge away
ez peezy